I'm kind of frustrated.

Last night my 1 working laptop's battery died. Totally and suddenly. This would be annoying if it were the first such occurrence of technical failure. In the last 3 years I have had 3 laptops die, 3 monitors die, had to reinstall my operating system too many times to keep track of, had 2 sets of speakers die, and had a host of other smaller problems. When I tried to make some extra money by airbrushing t-shirts, I got an extra $400 bill that trashed my finances. (not the first time that sort of thing happened) And the last time I fired up the air compressor to practice it started acting like it was going to crap out.

It would seem that ANYTHING that might aid me in even making my financial situation better gets destroyed or disabled before I can even get it out of park.

Sometimes it seems like it'd be easier to just give in to the monster inside. Which is loudly screaming to be let loose.

It'd be a quicker road to death than this B.S.